It hurts my stomach

He looks at the scintillating sun as though he is alone.
Leaving me bedazzled…to feel this unfamiliar knot in my stomach.
He gives the impression of taking pleasure in dissolving with the light.
I am speechless.
I feel neither enjoyed nor annoyed.
As a matter a fact, I feel nothing but strange.

I think, I see what he sees
I appreciate it..
but I don’t think I can really understand.
Well, after all I’m just an observer.